Wednesday, March 2, 2011


Anyeonghaseyo bloggie. I'm currently not in the fucking mood. I think I need a break. I'm so tired with all those shits. I couldn't take anymore. But I have to bear it. sigh. Whatever is it, I gotta be strong, I gotta be tough enough! I can do this, I trust myself (:
Anyway I took some pictures to cheer me up, some webbie pictures. It's seriously funny. Haha. I actually took a lot. Just wanna upload fews of it :)

I'm being vain. Lol. sometimes life isnt we planned. If it's hard maybe god had a plan for us. Everything depends on fate. If it like this then it is. I'm making it harder and harder actually. I cried a lot, I emo, as always, I depressed as usual. I laugh as always I talk, I walk I do whatlever I want, but life is something unpredictable. I couldn't control it. I couldn't make it easy, if it hard then yess it is. But why do I have to suffer like this. I'm so fucking depressed. I need some entertaiment. I talked my mum about everything. She called me to try my best as usual and cheer up. I don't know why I'm just being disobedient. When my mum called me to stop crying and sleep, my heart just couldnt lemme to sleep and make me cry even more worst. I'm seriously being stupid and cry for something which is not worth for me. Imma bitch. I don't know how long I can still live under this stupid shit. I couldn't do anything but to face it. I'm scard, I'm alone, I'm crying but nothing change. I dont wanna leave. I wanna stay. sigh. It's over for me. I won't commit suicide, don't worry. I'm stupid but not childish. This is what life are, hard and unpredictable. I'm going to get some sleep. I needa a break. I needa stop crying! I needa be tough I needa be strong I need to stand up straight I needa know my path I needa know my way I needa to know everything. How I hope I can be just like a bird, fly without obstacles. Fly easily. The higher you fly the higher you get. Off from laptop. Bye blog.

I gotta be tough.

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